yes :( i dident realize how much i actually cared about him , cus today i found out i will never see him again , he will never be there to greet me and be fed by me like he was every single day for years.... he is gone now and never coming back , and i wont ever have the same relationship with another fish again.

thanks man , regular people dont understand.... , he was an alpha alpha fish , i had 10 discus at one point but he slowly chased everyone around and killed them one by one claming the whole tank , i had only him for 5 years after that along with some other types of fish , but only 1 discus , i could wave at him from acrouss the room and he always waved and danced back every single time , every day he saw me from far away and danced and greeted me , eating from my hands etc ,

it was like he had a soul and was human like, its sad cus he was looking normal and fine last night , today i wake up and he is white skin and dead , well he had some life left in him before he died , he actually waited for me to wake up so he would not die alone , or waited for me to come and mabie i could rescue him thats how much he trusted me :(

we went through so much together , he survived so many things when he almost died , one time he also jumped out of the fish tank when i did water change cus the water was to cold and hit the floor from high up and survived that as well , and he survived many other sicknesses and became well again , also survived when i moved house, but this time he died..

I know the feeling :( Loosing a fish that old sucks ...

Thanks. I sold my discus and have an arowana now :)